Elaine2008

2009-04-16T23:38:00.002+08:00

I kind of feel it suck...

my tooth is hurting

2008-12-29T12:43:00.017+08:00

This is the Last post of the YEAR!!!! As like every year, i will like to make it a thanks POST!!!! anyway after this post, offically there is no more post!!! Wish u all a prosper 2009 and May the new YEAr be a great one for U =)

Catherine Lee, well i can said i owe her alot.... she really did alot for me and my family =)... she will alway be my best Leader altot now i am not under her... but then i still wish her all the best in her career and life =) mAY GOD give her THE BEST in 2009!!!!!

Ive!!!

erm sorry ar alway nvn pick up ur call and reply ur sms =(.. altot i tried hard to but then i still failed badly =) but u are still my best best friend i ever have =)

Junehappi

U are alway so encouraging... when i am at the lowest, you nvn failed to listen to me...when i am bored, you will call in and chat with me... U are my best of FRIENDS! love you =) look forward 2009 as we turning 21th... i promised that i will sure be at ur chalet!!!

QQ, we started out not very nice as there are lotz of misunderstanding but then i still wan you to know tat you are one of my best friend too =) haha hope 2009 will be a best year for u.

My wife in ITE.. hmm dunno maybe Ex??? haha really missed the time we spent in ITE!!! anywy thanks... sorry for being missing!!! hahah really hope we can catch up more often =)

The genes of FAMILY!!!! i treasure you guyz man!!!!! haha really hope tat 2009 will be a best year for you and may we have more OUTING and Crapz together =0 U all ROXS!!!!

ELAINE twiny!!!! hahaha my twin in SPARC and my sister for the SG and SA family.. love you lotz... thanks so much =) during the period of sife and also really hope to hang out more with you and ur gang!!! LOVE U twiny and your gang =) wish you all have the best in 2009 =)

SPARCKIE!!!! U guyz rox!!!!! thanks so much for allowing me to be part of this big family!!! ADD, I AM GOING!!!! sure i believe 2009 will be a best year for US!!!!! love you all =)

G2S1A!!!

to JEN!!! u are really my best friend =) and haha my fashion consultant... thanks so much for 2008 =() love you.. thanks for studying with me.... may 2009 be a great year for you =)

1A23/24

thanks... well altot is only like 8month =) it is really a great class =)

SA =)

I love SA =) i love the sife SA =) u all really did very well wish you all well for next year SIFE =0

Letitia Mum!!!

thanks for being so kind to us.... u are really someone who dun have any weight =0

wish you all the best for 2009 =) and we sure looking forward for u in singapore =) love u lotz

Leonie Sis!!

thanks SIS!!! haha u will alway be our great sister =0 btw do come to singapore and call on us =)

love you lotz

Hey Lena =) thanks so much for 2008 =) haha i still remember our outing =( haha will happen in 2009 love you lotz.... stay COOLz!!!

EILEEN chan LiYUn!!!

Best sister of mine!!! haha u are solely mine and i owe it!!!cannot be snatch away!!!

haha thanks for the crumpler bag =) i was surprised that you will buy for me!!!

haha 2009 O LEVEL!! hehe bad year for u but then i know u will do well and after ur jie jie promised to give u a good TREAT k!!!! love U!!!! lotz!!!! tons!!!! MT!!!

This was taken from macau!!! my very first trip with them =) i wish that there are more such trip to everywhere... haha... love them cause they own me lol =)

to others who is not there, not that you are forgotten or whatever but then there is too many people i want to thanks!!! so for the rest who is not there, i sincerely still LOVE U and miss u wherever u are =) stay in touch =)

HAPPY NEW YEAR

2008-12-29T09:51:00.001+08:00

school started.. so fast damn the time!!!!

well 2008 is like ending in 2 DAYS IME... DAMN IT!!

my busyness start from next week =)

This week ELAINE wan to rest and find her old friend???

2008-12-26T23:27:00.002+08:00

silent rest... cause when times come, u nvn know when is the timing to the next rest!!!

silent for u never know wat the stuff awaitinig for u...

with project not clear that need to be submitted in dec 29,

seriously i am having moood swing!!

2008-12-26T12:52:00.002+08:00

well EILEEN CHAN LI YUN!! my sister for LIFE!!

I love U...

well she is my best of best friend...

she seen my worst my best and my happy and sad...

well watever i want, she is so kind to make it happen for me...

Love her alway...

and altot i can be very upset from her time to time but then

the cold and anger will just melt off...

she does stupid things with me even it is so wrong to...

wat can i say... she is my best gift anyone could give

2008-12-26T01:11:00.004+08:00

Before the year ended on 2007, we are given a bottle of wishes and goals for next year, i still kept the bottle but then this year i wont open it... cause i know i had already lost them all...

anyway i am now known as the missing in action person!

i didnt pick myself after what had happen, i couldnt and i didnt wanted to..

i just slumber as though i no longer care.. all the dream in the bottle.. let it forever be a dream that never come to pass...

i sit there just thinking how i cant and how i wont fight on...

many days i will become resentful and put the blame unto others

but then after blaming, i will self blame...

i remember every single words that was spoken that day... i will never forget them..
it is like a scar that never heal...

i am happy that some returned... but some just still out there...

but then i no longer hold of it... i dun wan to be that actor..

i source it somewhere but then i realize that the past still hold on to me..

whatever it is... i pull on..

just somehow missing in action....

2008-12-24T01:02:00.003+08:00

Dear mr Santa,

my wish is to have PEACE in everywhere.. everyone happy and joyful..

pls grant this wish of mine....

Cheers

Elaine

anyway today is a great day =) love my day just to spent time with love ones... it is the most memorable.... went to mount faber and eat but then nvn plan how to come down so in the end walk a long distance and flight of stairs...
but overall is enjoyment =)

2008-12-21T22:21:00.001+08:00

For the Comment for SParc white Christmas, i really love it... i love the organizer... and i love everyone... i love SPARC =)

2008-12-21T22:18:00.002+08:00

Went to work for Manpower to attend a training for selling Beer..

then went great grandma place...

then went to watch YES MAN with MR DINO!!

2008-12-19T23:44:00.001+08:00

elaine cool down.. elaine is so easily work upp.... elaine tried hard... elaine failed... elaine fall....elaine will do her best for the one she LOVE...

ladies,it is not wat u think.... haha i dun even know who tat person is as well... lol...

one day... someday... somewhere.. sure will let u all know de k..right now dun have

2008-12-19T09:51:00.002+08:00

Once you decide on something.. whether is good or bad... just dun regret..

Tmr is the day... Give me strength.. whatever i do, i dun do it for anyone but i do it for YOU...

Let U shine and the meaning of Christmas be spread!!

2008-12-18T18:04:00.005+08:00

I missed *my hope* cause got to go buy things.. now i am blaming why am i not there... and in the end i am sitting here and blog cause the plan was cancel

i sat there for a moment to think something and i actually fell asleep..

i sat there thinking while I am busying, have i sat down to think what i am doing??

i sat there and emo.. at how i had screw things up..

i sat there and just sat there....

i realize everything when i am super busy with things, i will do my best to not to let down friends... but yet i will let down family....

2008-12-17T02:28:00.004+08:00

Instead of complaining and whining.. let look at the things i need to do

SPARC:
Christmas Event
SP open house Duty
SP bus tour guide
JAE Duty

NYAA:
Contact the children Home
Write Proposal to SAA
Write min for meeting

SMA:
Find people for SP open house and JAE (need 20)
doing duty at ISC

Driving:
Got to practice harder 2 more lesson to booking of TP!!!!!

CG:
Prepare 3 min of testiomony of your LIFE

Church:
Christmas Service Ushering

PPCDL:
theory exam 22 JAN!! Damn i havent even study!!!!

Project:
Dotz... my photography project
Daoz... Accounting Project

Keyboard:
got test??? i suck at it.. damn it!!! got to practice harder

Brain: loading...... loading ...... Loading.... Disconnect...

REAASON: Overload!!!!

LOL!!! but sure can make it de =)

2008-12-16T02:56:00.001+08:00

Looking for free blog designer to help me design my year 2009 blog...

Cheers
Elaine Chen

2008-12-15T20:20:00.001+08:00

part 2

bascially.. haha i am still waiting for that guy to appear.. lol

Christmas =0 coming

2008-12-13T23:45:00.002+08:00

to be honest, i like someone... someone whom i think is really a gentleman... someone who really i wish to be with...

who is tat someone???

anyway christmas coming, Dear GOD

my wish for christmas will be i will spend all my times with friend that are missing for so damn long and close friend...

cause haha to be my friend is super hard ar!!! lol... i think and thank my friend for being so kind to me =0

love u all =)

2008-12-13T13:31:00.004+08:00

Christmas is a season of giving and receiving... so where along the line, it seem to be alway present, but yet some just wish for forgiveness and recovery...

in exchange of everything...
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what do u feel when u have nothing at all, cold hungery drained???
what was the flame that keep u warm and what is the tot u have??
i feel it before now i teach myself to treasure...

GOD i pray that this christmas many will get their wishes =)

a misunderstanding is just so easy.. something are not meant to be but then purposely it was created...

lost in a jungle of totz... looking for freedom!!

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i watched little nonya for the entire night recommended by kaitian =0
i watch the life of my great grandma... she was a nyoya and my great grandpa was a chinese... like in the show, my great grandma really cook vert well and can saw very well... it passed on to my grandma but it was never pass on to my ma... now i know why i called my grandma "ma ma" and seriously in life, i watch the show and i tell myself i must endure all and not get angry easily...so i still got a bit of nyoya blood in me.. but then to our generation... yes i tell myself i want to learn from my grandma... including how to make pineapple tart =0

2008-12-12T18:44:00.001+08:00

I am back from the SPARC camp =0

i feel i could have done more.. OR rather i wish i could have and wish that certain thing i will nvn do it =)

there is nothing perfect but really i think our group really did very well and here is what i will like to say:

really appreciate Kent for being our leader =) so positive despite having injury and encouraging us to talk more =0 i will remember safety =0

Firman for being the fore runner and man you really dash very fast =0 (that sport shoe of urs is really shining)

Julien for alway cheering on without her realizing and encourage us to talk more.. Cookie monster - (CUTE)

Sage for going all the way and also being so caring and also another fore runner =)sry for knocking ur head... (jia you for all the run)

i will really give up in total yesterday without u guyz... really appreciated it alot..

and also alvin loo for being my partner in confident walk and night walk guide =0

and the rest of the camper for being so encouraging and happy =)

really the ORGANIZER had done a great JOB... so three cheers to them =)
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ZzzZZ i mis remember the time for make me famous so while people are having make me famous, i am ZzZzzzz cause super tired =)

now planning next week =0

PS:anyone who is interested to work, do let me know =)

2008-12-10T00:44:00.002+08:00

Certain tings i just wish i nvn met... certain past i wish i just dun have to carry... Certain Peoples i will just let go like they nvn come across...

Yes i must Draw my lines...

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There is 4 stage everyone must go when a person pass on or letting go of past...

First is Grieve

Second is Guilty

third is Recovering

fourth is forgotten and forgiven...

i am between the 2nd and 3rd

but in regard to guyz, i think is 4th!!!

i learn one thing straight when i waas with someone.. is that GOOD Horse dun eat turn Back Grass!!!

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Tomorrow Camp!!! wat type of mood am i bring?? haiz... i dun LIKE CAMP!!!!

Many things happen and anything can change!!! is either for the good or for the worst..

We learnt from our past and in present we move on and in future we teach!! =)

Using iPod diary

2008-12-08T23:49:00.001+08:00

Hi I am using iPod now to type this entry... We found something more precious...then just treasure... I am now listening to mummy... talking about the beautiful past

2008-12-04T23:08:00.002+08:00

When the masses was conducted, my heart just sunk in!!! dunno is because of great grandpa or my own dad...

YES GOD i believe but help my unbelieve...

2008-12-02T09:41:00.002+08:00

I remember when you smile at me.. looking at me as though as you no longer remember me!!! u look at me with eyes of wonder... i dun even know if you recognize me... but now you had shut your eye and only in my memory.. you live in my heart...

I remember my yesterday when i was so upset that my dad was somehow mention... i flew into rage.. i cried for what had happen

today my tear was in memory of what had just happen!

as usual Life is so unprediatable and you nvn know when death will knock at your door..

yet life still goes on!!!

2008-11-30T22:56:00.002+08:00

After reading from my "auntie" blog in regard to bike accident, i somehow link to my dad when a stupid lorry suddenly turn and bang my dad bike... and how he was badly injure and still insist that he is well and at that time we are so poor tat my dad refused to take an xray to check whether is he alright anot...so rest back home and then soon a month passed then he keep complaining headache..see doc only give painkiller... anyway stop here.. yap i promised tons of peoples that i will leave out of it... haha here it goes again..

somehow talk is cheap and certain things i just dunno how long it takes...

the main reason why my MUMMY till death wont allow me to do that is to ride a bike!!! anyway even using bicycle, i got scars on my leg... so hmm should not let her worry... her wish and my dad wish is for me to get my driving license... i will do it... =)

2008-11-29T11:07:00.002+08:00

Thanks to my uncle keith who is younger than me like 3year old, i got my APpple Itouch!!! whee... i am so so happy =) it is my dream come true and after today, i am debt free from everything... i no longer owe anything whee... all glory to GOD!!!

now is time to study for exam!!!!

and KEITH!!! u made my day thanks!!!

2008-11-29T01:17:00.001+08:00

Dear all,

From today onward, i have a Photo Blog for all the photos i tooks!!

Cheers

Elaine Chen

2008-11-28T11:59:00.002+08:00

there is like 3 more day before the officall exam starting....

i guess the time had come when we separated.... i think there is good and bad...

hmm wondering wondering.... wondering there is so much to wonder...

exam is in the air... to do well is where i aim right now... as month coming to an end and soon the year...

where is that first goal list for year 2008?????

2008-11-26T23:20:00.003+08:00

Stepping out meaning even you know some outcome. you are willing to still go for it..

i tried really... as much as possible... at least maybe 5min or more... haiz... it is not easy but then when i say that, i will just got to take it and learn!!!

lost and unfound!!! not life but studies.. where is the commitment and patient????

2008-11-25T19:32:00.002+08:00

My Taiwan Friend went back to Taiwan.. it is just like yesterday when she arrive and we were talking to each other having dinner and getting around.. and now she went back...

i think it is now to adopt the change and move on... i felt tat this time round i wasnt really very good... i mean i know myself that certain things went wrong.... but then i got to just learn from it!

and as usual Life goes On..............

2008-11-25T02:40:00.002+08:00

I dun accept changes easily.. and dang i take a damn long time to adapt to the change... there is another changes... i think when i say i am just willing to accept anything tat come my way......... i am just not expecting it to be this way... but then changes are neccesary for the next level...
since i say it then now i need to come to term with it...

test is like next week and to know tat you are just not prepare for the test is just like a hot ants in wok...

2008-11-22T09:48:00.002+08:00

End of a chapter and move on!!! stop being stuck!! Stop looking BACK!!! Stop wondering!! Stop BLAMING!!!!!! START MOVING!!!

yes it had been way too long and too many excuses or whatsoever!!!!!!!!!!

hOw long does it take till everything can move on?????

COME BACK for the way to the FIRST sTarRT!! rewalk renew revive!!

No giving up and NO TURNING BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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For all u had done, i had let you down.
For wat i had done, no apologise will ever be enough
I walk to the door of closure and i said
i never once wanted to let go
but as i walk past the door
life had been nvn been the same
i just keep walking on blindly
as though there is no life in me
i gave up everything i ever hold
BUT NOW i say
I WILL LeT GO!

2008-11-17T23:51:00.001+08:00

Hi

i will be away from all internet access from 18th to 24th of nov..........

cheers

Elaine

2008-11-17T00:09:00.002+08:00

distance cause the heart to be cold... when i hear abt you.. i am sorry... i dun feel anything..

heart cold... to me u are just an outsider......

i dun feel anyting for u... i dun even bother to ask how are you...

my concern are just for show... i knew i no longer need you..

too bad but nothing is going to change the fact...

2008-11-13T23:04:00.002+08:00

jetty Jump!!!! it was scary when you are up there trying to jump!!!!

2008-11-12T10:54:00.001+08:00

here is the schedule for next week:

Monday - Make up Lesson
tuesday - wait for zhuyun to come
Wednesday - look down

CONFERENCE SCHEDULE All times and dates listed are in Singapore Standard Time (GMT+0800)
» Day 1: 19 November (Wednesday)
Time
Event
Speaker
Venue
10 a.m. - 12 p.m.
Registration
-
Hall 7
12 p.m. - 1.45 p.m.
Welcome Lunch(Special Performance by Jeff Crabtree & Christian City Church)
Kong Hee
Hall 7
2.15 p.m. - 3.15 p.m.
Elective Workshop #1
Various
Various
3.45 p.m. - 4.45 p.m.
Elective Workshop #2
Various
Various
6 p.m. - 7 p.m.
Dinner
-
Hall 7
7.30 p.m. - 10.30 p.m.
Session #1(Special Performance by Don Moen)
Kong Hee
Hall 8
» Day 2: 20 November (Thursday)
Time
Event
Speaker
Venue
9.30 a.m. - 11.15 a.m.
Session #2
A. R. Bernard
Hall 8
11.45 a.m. - 1 p.m.
Session #3
Phil Pringle
Hall 8
1 p.m. - 2 p.m.
Lunch
-
Hall 7
2.15 p.m. - 3.15 p.m.
Elective Workshop #3
Various
Various
3.45 p.m. - 4.45 p.m.
Elective Workshop #4
Various
Various
6 p.m. - 7 p.m.
Dinner
-
Hall 7
7.30 p.m. - 10.30 p.m.
Session #4(Special Performances by Carola Häggkvist & Don Moen)
Ulf Ekman
Hall 8
» Day 3: 21 November (Friday)
Time
Event
Speaker
Venue
9.30 a.m. - 11.15 a.m.
Session #5
Phil Pringle
Hall 8
11.45 a.m. - 1 p.m.
Session #6(Special Performance by Carola Häggkvist)
Ulf Ekman
Hall 8
1 p.m. - 2 p.m.
Lunch Session(Special Performance by Jeff Crabtree & Christian City Church)
Christine Pringle
Hall 7
2.15 p.m. - 3.15 p.m.
Elective Workshop #5
Various
Various
3.45 p.m. - 4.45 p.m.
Elective Workshop #6
Various
Various
6 p.m. - 7 p.m.
Dinner
-
Hall 7
7.30 p.m. - 10.30 p.m.
Session #7
Kong Hee
Hall 8
» Day 4: 22 November (Saturday)
Time
Event
Speaker
Venue
1 p.m. - 2.30 p.m.
"Special" Musical
-
Hall 8
5.30 p.m. - 8.30 p.m.
Session #8
Benny Hinn
Hall 8
» Day 5: 23 November (Sunday)
Time
Event
Speaker
Venue
8.30 a.m. - 9.30 a.m.
Pre-Service Prayer Meeting
-
Hall 8
10 a.m. - 1 p.m.
Session #9
Phil Pringle
Hall 8
1 p.m. - 3 p.m.
Lunch
A.R. Bernard
Hall 7
5 p.m. - 8 p.m.
Session #10
A.R. Bernard
Hall 8

It is gonna be FUNz!!!!

2008-11-09T00:23:00.002+08:00

i am back from a trip to Malacca and KL....

i am great i found the rest i need... i went with no one to buy list.... but of course i got buy things...

i just went to my auntie 21st birthday... his dad was so sweet to make video of her and also this party... i knew if he is still around, he will do the same to me... well i dun expect too much.. but all i know is that i will do something... cause i really wish to meet lotz of people.... primary, secondary, ITE Nitec, ITE Higher NITEC, Poly, FEF.COM, siow chiang, churches friends and others.... well if i were to invite them all, hmm i wonder where can i hold them...

to tat someone tat is so close to me but till now cant be contacted..

i dun care what people think who you are
i dun even bother with what had happen
i dun wan to know what is the past
all i wish was to ever hear from you.

2008-11-06T00:22:00.001+08:00

Hi all, I am away from singapore on the 6th to 8th November 2008.

i will not be contactable during these times

Hence i will reply you once i am back on 9th November 2008.

Your kind understanding is deeply appreciated.

Cheers

Elaine
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Seriously ELAINE had been looking forward for it and pray to GOD that NO ONE WILL MESS IT UP and I wont BLOW UP!!!!

I NEED PEACE AND QUIET and I MEAN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friends are so important, they can either build you or destroy you so choose friend wisely =)

2008-11-02T23:46:00.002+08:00

Buck it up!!!!! Lift it UP!!!! Moving Up!!!

the only way to up is to stop looking down. looking back at the past achievement wont help you to move further in life.

As a fresh paper, it is blank.. so start from Zero and build it up... failure is when u choose to quit and no longer try!

For YOU, i will move on.... restart and renew.......... with greater height altot i am afraid of the fall but i know UR hand is ready to catch me... i TRUST in YOU!

i grow up in the environment where you are free to do whatever you as long as no police knock on the door.

guess it was the freedom that i had that i knew from young how far i can go with things?

clubbing is never one thing i really love to do unless with the company of friends whom i am comfortable with. i only go club or pub for the music.. not really to dance cause i am not that flexible..

from now on, i am going to stop clubbing or drinking outside at least for the next 6 month!!

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My God Reigns - Matt Hooper & Jock James

(Verse 1)
I have a hope so sure
An anchor for my soul
My peace in the worst of times
I trust in God alone

(Pre Chorus)
Let every voice declare it now

(Chorus)
My God reigns His love will never fail me
My God reigns – He’s ruling over all
In all my Life
In every situation I know
My God is greater
My God is over all

(Verse 2)
By faith I have believed
And on this truth I stand
No power in life or death
Can take me from His hand

(pre chorus)
Let every voice declare it now

(Chorus 2)
My God reigns His love will never fail me
My God reigns – He’s ruling over all
In all my Life
In every situation I know
My God is greater

(Coda)
My God is greater,
my God is greater
My God is greater,
my God is greater
(My God is greater, my God is over all)

(Bridge)
Above all sickness,
above all fear
Above every heartache here
In earth and heav’n – My God reigns!
Above all power, above all thrones
The greatest love I’ve ever known Today, forever,
my God reigns! (Chorus X 2)

2008-11-02T19:45:00.002+08:00

throw away all the plan......... all the everything i have
leaning forward i walk toward YOU..

Character.. understanding...

is all within the mind

2008-11-01T23:06:00.003+08:00

someone hit the nail.. yes i am down..

i am like cMI for marine engineering... i felt that i didnt put in enough effort!!!! or i just dun like the e learning =(

but there is another reason too.. which i dun wan to share here... dun ask me... just leave me alone.. i will sort it out.....

when i fall down, U pick me up
when i am dry, U fill my cup
YOU are my all in all

2008-11-01T18:20:00.002+08:00

how could a person turn and walk away after receiving blessing upon blessing?

this year, there is nothing left... it seem to be more and more testing...

it is easy to give when you dun have any cause you have nothing to lose

but it is just so hard to give when you are having everything and it is like you going to lost everything overnight.. but then it is only in the mind!

i am running away not from people but from myself....

2008-11-01T15:40:00.001+08:00

Whee... after months of probition =)

i am really very happy that i can join in the SPARC family =))))

it is also one month past since we saw the south africans...

anyway congrats =)

2008-11-01T00:53:00.002+08:00

When you are angry, cool down dun shout

when you are upset. walk away

when you are happy share your joy

when you are sad dun express
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today is a good and bad day, i am so glad that SPARC Halloween nite is so smooth =) it is really a nite that i wish it will never end =) love them lotz... they are just so special like a big big family altot we are ushers in some sense =)

bad is well not to be mention here.. not abt sparc but maybe something else...

anyway i book my PPCDL theory lesson, it is on 2 dec.. meaning i got to start studying NOW!!!

zooom out...

2008-10-31T11:14:00.002+08:00

Sometime reality will hit you so suddenly but then how you will act upon it play an important part...

running away is so tough and trying to hide away all sadness and hurt is so hard...

what will you when you are into it... time is short...decision is asap...

i am sorry to say nope.. i dun have the courage to face it =(

i choose to walk away..maybe all look alright but then it had drift so far ='(

time had past in a wink... maybe one day one time, i will face it but just not now =(

busyness kept me away from thinking..

2008-10-31T08:13:00.001+08:00

The greatest joy was alway to receive present =)

on a special day for my sister, she brought me a crumpler bag...

where to find a sister like her =)

2008-10-29T09:40:00.005+08:00

the advance of technology =)

i could find translation for Afrikaans =) really wish can able to speak =)

hmm anywhere doubt any south african friend willl read my blog so it is to the benefit for you who are reading =)

Goeiemôre, Môre =) Good morning
Ek kom van singapore +) i am from singapore
My naam is Elaine =) my name is Elaine
Gesondheid! Cheers
Lekker dag! Have a nice day

lol... it is so fun =) but i dont know how to speak it haha =)

so if anyone know how to please teach me =)

i found it from this site =)

http://www.google.com/search?hl=en&rls=com.microsoft:en-us&sa=X&oi=spell&resnum=0&ct=result&cd=1&q=AFRIKAANS+phrases&spell=1

2008-10-28T15:10:00.003+08:00

lost and confused =( of Accounting =(

very tired and sleepy =(

just feeling so down and out =(

and engineering =( very sad too...

zzzzZzzz i cant survive anymore with all the question mark on my head!!!

2008-10-27T03:40:00.002+08:00

friday work and sat relax time

back from a relax day....

i went to watch Dont forget the Lyrics with some sparckie! very cools so stay tune =)

SA mum msg me!!!! ok my silent sort of had made her worry!! anyway i had replied!!

then went for halloween party with June =) oh man we are so so happy =)
through tat party i got to know someone from HK... internationally networking =)

crazy till i drop dead but then really enjoy the nite with JUNE!

hmm then is my sister birthday celebration, i am so glad to see them again =)
all went well and after that i went to sleep!

just woke up not long for the touch of my com!

tmr editing of photos then prepare for school!

night folk

2008-10-23T18:25:00.003+08:00

Ok maybe i should open a Work Recommendation Company!!!

Looking for Cafe Weekend Part timer! or Full timer ( best with Cafe working background)

Cafe located @ hometeam NS Balestier at 31 Ah Hood Road (Nearest MRT: Toa Payoh)

BUS: 139

pls tag me if you are interested thanks!!!

2008-10-23T16:48:00.004+08:00

to be whining mean... hey i am gone =(

ok to be exact these few days looking at photo till i really couldnt tell the differents any more =(

but then trying my best...

stupid to keep calling for the past 1 hour trying to look for peoples to work... and to be told i found someone is like ..........

and for this.... damn my photos are still not edited.... sianz...

today is raining day and i am raining inside too...

someone msg to ask me to pls dun overwork.. yes this week was crazy and since F1, my body had not stop working... siao liao....

i promise to give myself a break but will this promise be valid... to know the ICA 1 is coming in one month time is like knowing oh when to study...

alright peace out really... back to editing... rain rain go away... i want to finish my shoot so i dun have to think too much of project..

no longer telling the differents!!!!!!

2008-10-23T07:41:00.002+08:00

The answer to why i like to do so much things is just to keep myself real busy so i wont think of others... i just drop dead on bed these few weeks...

somehow or rather, the photo is wat i wish to quickly finish and end it...
then i go missing....

hmm realize tat only in lalala land can you have tat peace tat only your dream holds...

just leave me alone... i wish for nothing more =)

silently i look into you and i know it all over!

2008-10-21T00:41:00.003+08:00

tired and wear out..

did some shooting today... really need to take even more.. hmm it didnt appear the way i want it to be

TRY HARDER!!!

for the shots pls view Facebook

nites

2008-10-19T22:30:00.002+08:00

it was a mess in the morning, result in rush decision =(

then slept through then went for PUB meeting...

@ starbuck, i saw SARAH!! actually after i wrap the hamper, i sort of miss them =(

then while talking to SARAH, i saw MACSON and YANBING.. but nvn say anything...

i so looking forward for the outing with GTUC... it is 6 day since GTUC 2nd anniversary!!

then i went over to PS BK guess who i saw.. Mr Foo Nan Choo.. ok and the best was he was sitting next to our table.. lol

ok tat it.. now is to sleep

2008-10-18T23:57:00.002+08:00

so much for saying wanting to rest... i was called back to work today again... super tired... i am so tired that i didnt feel in detail for the offering envelope lol... first time!

i am so tired that i dun even know what i am talking about...

my mind had been race for upcoming things... my mind stop to listen as pastor preach...

i am embarking the project of SA and SG exchange! i trust that it can and will be done!!!

to share a testimony that we must proclaim our future... a year ago, i proclaim that Zhuyun will be coming for the asia conference everytime we speak, i will tell her to have faith to see that she is coming and finally today she told me that she will be coming..really this is how good GOD is...

i pray for an open door for things to happen and it really did.... by the grace of GOD i had decided to clear the HIRE purchase for the Stolen Laptop by this year...

as i looked back, whatever i had proclaim and had faith on came to pass, family trip to macau, taiwan trip, cruises, financial, jobs etc...

GOD nvn shortchange me and as i give, GOD give even more.. that is the Beauty of SOWing and REAPING!!!

believing in faith is seeing your future with vision NOW!!!

i chance upon something abt being a christian and not attending service.... can it be done???

my answer is JUST BELIEVE!

2008-10-18T10:39:00.002+08:00

if only i can scream what i hate, it will be nice but then the reality of the world is alway smile... so SMILE!!

this week had finally ended... i was like zooming in and out, now i am stoning at things.. i need sleeps....

i went cruise and enjoy my time with peoples especially my course mates and sparcs mate.

hopefully pix will speak louder then words...at a later time...

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i had long for something which i practical dont find it anywhere. waiting for that day.

2008-10-15T08:54:00.002+08:00

Finally attend the first class of the week!!!

it is IT in Shipping Business and it is teaching us how to use Excel.. "so cool"

i am still having hangover from 4 glasses of red/white wine....

i am sure tmr will be more... i so look forward for the cruise...

i had decided to just rest for sat and sun...

today ice skating!!! =)

2008-10-13T23:05:00.004+08:00

MARTEC 2008 - my heart wanna drop for being the front lady, but really thank GOD i still manage to not make any major mistake... REALLY sparC ROX.... kent, ming zhu and alex...thanks and really appreciated so much for helping and guiding and supporting...
the best reward was we going to have fun on the cruise.. but we are missing of ming zhu, i will see what i can get for her at the cruise!

i saw all my teachers at the conference so i dun think i am poning lesson???

i am going to be very busy this week but then i am going to enjoy my tis week cause i am going on board STARCRUISE!! wat a joy man!! i so look forward to it...

tomorrow is another day =)

loving my life this way =)

2008-10-12T08:26:00.003+08:00

It is a test between spirit and flesh... yesterday flesh won.... today is another test... yes i had decided no matter what, i will go!!!

tot that i was late took cab but in the end, the boss was later!!! suppose to work till 4pm then go church, i work till 6:45!

thank GOD today the backstage job is pushed to 3pm so i should go church!

it is all in the mind... and laziness will get you no where except bed!!

tis coming week i just so need YOUR strength!

2008-10-11T01:47:00.002+08:00

Elaine Crazy Plan to stay busy!!!!!

Sat - 9 -4pm - Cafe Liva work!
then church then Zzzzz

Sun - 1- 6pm - Fusionpolis backstage work!!!
then @ 6:30pm - reception @ SPGG till duno wat time!!

Monday - 7:45 - standby for the Event for MARTECH 2008!!! stress!!!
by 5pm must rush down to YMCA return uniform!!!!!

Tuesday - staying for session 4 -5 and 6 half so "pon school" then go for duty for Fusionpolis @4pm - 8pm

Wednesday - LESSON!! then head down to ICE SKATING!!! wheee!! so is not all work no play =)

thursday - LESSON rest!!!

Friday - Fusionpolis @ 5pm to 9pm

Sat - Church - UShering!!!

Sun - CG SLEEP!!!
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with crrazy idea like this... hmm i just want to rest now and it is 1:54am and hmm i think i should be in lalala land in order to wake up at 8am for work!

2008-10-10T08:14:00.002+08:00

i receive a call from Mr penwell..glad that all are well and sorry for being restless cause i was sleeping!! super tired but then i just leave my today to HIM!!! last weekday of holiday before the start of school term... gtg

2008-10-10T00:29:00.003+08:00

i finally receive the first email from SA mum and sis, just done sending email to SA mum and sis.. it was really long! haha guess i had written more than what i type in sms cause i think it will be more than 10 sms?? but the best part was my email hang and well it was only left the beginning of the email saved! FAINT!!!

anyway my phone bill came and as expected it hit the roof and hmm i really should do some control over it hopefully i wont run such a high bill anymore but then again i need to finalise with zhuyun at taiwan so hmm really dun overhit again for the next month...

today was the briefing for the MARTECH ---> it stand for maritime techonology!!!

when i heard my duty, seriously i sense fear cause like what i am going to lead the pack.. man it is a really important role like i had been usher for long but to lead GOH and walk infront of the pack it is going to be my first time and all i got is tomorrow to train up and make sure i get it right before monday hit, i am suppose to study the history abt MARTECH!!! cause GOH might ask questions and we are suppose to answer!!! -_-;

and there will gift exchange so going to see some person up and some person down and then signing of MOU!!!! zzz hmm where is my hangout on the instruction for signing of MOU!!!!!

it is really an important day for SMA and also for myself!!!and there will be media shooting and many eye watching and a little small error will be magnify to big error....i pray all will go fine and nothing will be wrong!!!

then the next duty will be fusionpolis opening.. i had volunter to do backstage first explosure too... hmm hopefully it will be good..sunday then tuesday "pon" class for afternoon cause 3pm got to head down to the place then friday actual event!

really GOD thanks for so many first time try! it was YOUR GREATNESS that help me shine, it was YOUR LOVE that teach me to give and it was YOU who help me to STEP OUT!

anyway i found translation for the correct spelling in SA for I love you.. hopefully it is right!

Ek het jou lief to SA mum, sis and family and all the rest who is reading it!

2008-10-09T00:04:00.003+08:00

so what am i doing during the whole day of my rest??

i had been lazing around and sleeping... guess turning to PIG!!!

well also thinking of what had last week, one week had pass since i know the south african team!

and looking at the hour different... haha now i can only sent msg at 12am cause it is 6pm there...

super tired.. but then i am so ready for tomorrow.... i hope busy wont get into our life till we forget to stay connected
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i just receive a msg... i am so overjoy 筑芸 might come over to singapore!!!!!!!!!!!

oh man... it is really what i wish!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i cant wait for your arrival really!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-10-08T12:15:00.003+08:00

continue of the previous post!

ok the joke is a daugther and a mother talking...

E: you know the south african are really very warm!
M: any opportunity?
E: ??
M: i mean like you wanted ABC so maybe you can consider???
E: wat???
M: African Born Chinese??
E: -_-; faint!!! i shouldnt have mention anything abt ABC!!!!
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if you got it then you got it, if you havent then too bad!

haha finally i got SA mum and Mr penwell msg like middle of the night!!
zz... going to gemany hmm maybe???
but i did mention to mummy tat i wan to be somewhere for my 21th birthday... maybe south africa???

then on SPARC chalet, someone announce to be host to thailand royality i turn my head to swee and elaine.. and we just smile cause our position for host is CLOSED!

I hate your Lift!!!--> meaning i love you in south africa!

2008-10-07T17:49:00.003+08:00

it is exactly one week since we met the south african! haha wondering how are they?

twiny @ the hotel

trying to play fun!

Cat resting on the Newspaper

My communion and commitment

Pony @ Pasir Ris park

we having fun!

Me and Pony!

My Present from SA

From another angle!

south african flag whee!

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there is a joke but i will only share it after i finish my stuff outside... got to go!

2008-10-06T23:50:00.001+08:00

oh man... the chalet is so fun but i guess all my energy are gone.. i am so so sleepy... all i can think of was to slack around... saw twiny today...

2008-10-06T11:37:00.004+08:00

Singapore sling... one cost SGD 21.. it is nice and hmm it can get you if u are drinking too fast!

seriously they are a family member to me... cause the last time i cried was for zhuyun... she left a touching video and while i record, i cried cause i know it will be a long time before we will ever see each other again...

i really hope that somehow the south african will have MSN messenger then i can chat with them online cause i dun have skype and the sound card of my lappy is gone!!!! i think i need to get it fixed... and webcam... hmm i should really go do something about it!

if any south african is reading this.. i will like to say thank you for being the best guest we ever had and i love you... we are a family! and we will keep in contact... if there is anyone who have blog or webpage, please let me know thanks!

yesterday was the good bye but then i trust and believe they will be back!

PS: i wanted to write in south african language but seriously i dunno anything except Dukey.. and i hope i got the spelling right!!!
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SIFE(Student In Free Entreprise) is really good so DO JOIN(for more information pls check your school) but as for me... hmm i might consider... cause my life motto is just keep giving like my FATHER in HEAVEN did!!!!

haha friends keep asking me am i pay to work for this event.. yes i am paid with love and a new family memebers.... but cash nope... but i am happy cause now i know my strength is to serve and when i serve i sense JOY!

2008-10-05T03:41:00.002+08:00

now sitting at airport waiting for the time to pass so that the taxi driver will return the laptop to us... really all i want is just the laptop and not trouble...

with one big sister and one mummy additional and a big big family at south africa, i just wish things will be fine and they will get home safely...

GOD please be with them and cover and protect them!

through this, i will still say that situation are here to make us stronger and everything happen for a cause... i believe lesson is learned...

The Joy of the LORD is our Strength!

GOD I NEED UR STRENGTH!!!

2008-10-04T10:50:00.003+08:00

you know wat, these few day was really a time spent well... altot i am missing lots of sleep and had to attend presentation...

i think the best come from the kindness of the south African... i mean like if they say they have the best host then i will say we have the best guests...

one thing make my heart melt was altot they did not get to the final but by their singing and their dance,they lift up their spirit and somehow the whole place is so refreshing...

really that is team spirit... and when school start really i hope this spirit will be in school too.. their presentation skill was marvelous and really it was a pity they didnt get in... i really think they done well...

well the 2 coporate ladies was really wonderful.. one thing was must learn is how to give praises without holding back any... half praise is as good as dun praise... and the warm hug... you dun feel offended as well...

haha tat time i miss zhuyun so i flew to taiwan.. so now if i miss them hmm...

hmm so guess where is the next trip i will try to visit... haha??

i really thank GOD for all HE had done.. i mean like without HIM, i really think everything is so impossible...

haha unofficially i think me,sweehao and twiny were adopted into south African family..

and now i got to ciaoz cause i just go see how things are!

2008-10-02T00:32:00.002+08:00

hi hi i am full of sife right now... altot there is lots of problem but really without problem, life wont be a challenge right??? and the challenge come when you try to solve the problem!

ok hmm one of the speech by the chairperson strike me using a quote...

“It is not the critic who counts; not the man who points out how the strong man stumbles, or where the doer of deeds could have done them better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena, whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood, who strives valiantly; who errs and comes short again and again; because there is not effort without error and shortcomings; but who does actually strive to do the deed; who knows the great enthusiasm, the great devotion, who spends himself in a worthy cause, who at the best knows in the end the triumph of high achievement and who at the worst, if he fails, at least he fails while daring greatly. So that his place shall never be with those cold and timid souls who know neither victory nor defeat.”

by Theodore Roosevelt quotes (American 26th US President (1901-09), 1858-1919)

i think i will do my best to remember this quote for life and to be able to live by it...

light out!

2008-09-30T11:27:00.003+08:00

after a long day of waiting i receive oh i think there is an error it is tmr 540am...ok so now = to zzz cause tomorrow is another day man!!!is faint... but it is so fun to have such an important person... she look like just a study mother accompany kids to be here till i saw the namecard i am shock man!!! but any it is fun cause they got no air...

it make me realize that an ambassador of singapore is no kid... and really u must know ur country well..

so what it take to be an ambassador for Christ???

it voice down to ONE answer ONly!!!

but really it was Zhuyun who show me what it take to be a host for someone...

hey she really got an organizer.. telling who am i meeting.. planned where she bring me to... but flexible at my request.. cause i was feeling sick...
filling me up every day plan... like i dun have feel lost... loaning me phone to contact home and haha be everywhere i go till i drop dead on bed...then she do her own things

it is really learn in taiwan last year.. and ELAINE u gonna use it this year!! jia you!

2008-09-30T00:37:00.002+08:00

This blog is really my thinking not trying to frame or deframe anyone.. and if dun understand is ok.. it is just way i am clearing my tots...

my label is 1 foot in then 2 foot out cause it is harder to put in both foot in again..

well it is the code from someone..

Everyone wish to be a hero or heroine(izzit spell this way?) in someone..

i wish for it too... altot i am no longer there but looking how happy they are through their blog make me very happy to know that hey i leave is correct de...
of coz my heart wish tat i was still part of there... but knew it is impossible..

i decided to take a different course road too after i left.. i guess it is very visable.. altot i am in tat group but i am as good as i am not there.. it is not tat person is not good or watever but it is tat the heart thing...

i wish to say tat apart of me had died that i no longer got interest in their stuff but who am i lying to.. so yes i am still for HIM and it will nvn change but then it is just different course road only.. am i still a person there.. yes and no.. i will just put 1 foot in...

so whoever tot of putting 2 foot out pls note that it is very difficult to put it in again...

i knew something i said was very hurting to someone and that person was dangling there too.. apologize wont help really... but then time will heal...hopefully

since it is an enterprise presentation, i wondering will she be there and if really she is there.. how will i react??

i ever dream i will be with her again but then as i left, i walk toward a road tat will nvn lead it back.. so it is not chance not given upon me but then is i choose to take a road that never return...

maybe one day maybe tat day will nvn come.. maybe human do change dun they?

2008-09-26T00:36:00.001+08:00

tomorrow is the start of my work...

ELAINE jia YOU!!

for Ipod

and for fun...

cant imagine i am going to watch the race at OUB plaza...

people looking for me... pls SMS... but only reply at night!!!!

2008-09-25T00:04:00.003+08:00

i am feeling alot after the talk with someone old friend.. and i mention the word this time to my grandma cause she was saying abt i got no dad... i got so work up tati scream at her.. and walk away....

somehow after the ungrateful accident, i hold so tightly to the past tat i felt so crample by it.. there is no form of release..

i need another break.... seriously!!!

after wat we are fighting for isnt it time we just let go..

i wan to say i love to fight to be top

fight for the right to be love...

fight for a complete family

fight for everything

fear for everything

but then

after you are gone, someone can still come and say i am ungrateful for all the help..

ELAINE YOU ARE A JERK MAN...go and die lar!!!!!

but wait a min did i really use my mouth to say tat... i am still confused...

after you are gone, my heart is like in the midst of the sea..

i cannot take it when anyone mention abt you... even upon hearing your name.. tear just roll...

so wat everything is fine financially... but without you, everything seem so lost so amiss.. i cant cope it... i cant take it... i wish it was all but a dream..

i wish you were there to say silly girl, dun cry i am here..

i say i am well but am i really well.. only the night will know cause my heart is in the freezer in the day....

the wound is just being numb but not heal

and life and time just goes on!!!

2008-09-24T16:19:00.000+08:00

this is my first attempt to blog using my hp interesting ha ha so it was a test try

2008-09-24T08:55:00.002+08:00

As a PUB member should help to publish... SPARC CHALET!!!!! DO come and ENJOY!!!!!

and

it is a break beforE schOOL start!!!!!

2008-09-24T00:42:00.002+08:00

foods had been recalled back due to the milk case... people are in the panick mode of what they eat.. even i will check and make sure it is not made in china before putting into my mouth...

life had been more and more busy with stuffz to be done...

Elaine is working hard toward getting a apple ipod!!! and she promise it will be all just by her hard work..

JIA YOU elaine..

and last but not least

my talent is i got no talent.. muhaha....

2008-09-19T23:48:00.002+08:00

Many tots came to my mind today... i was like fine maybe this is the end... actually i had sort of ended it 2 weeks ago.. the trip the duties... best was today eternal... sure will be no way of escape...
and yap when the eyes met.. i just look and turn away as though nothing happen..

i came in with freezing cold even got tot of not going... since i last say a very negative things in regard to it... haiz...

i am sorry to tell you tat i no longer chase after those things... i no longer desire say i blind or what but i dun wan to have anything to do with it!!!

and the last thing i know is zzz when things goes wrong i dun say the norm... but the norm become F F F... and i think it is so useless...

now i know what is to be good takes years

to be bad well... just few secs??

i tot i can move on like nothing happen but i am sry i had been scared

and forever there will scars... i no longer got wat it take!

i hate things to be done alone when it suppose to be in the group.. damn stupid... then why have a group.... damn it man!!!!

2008-09-19T23:48:00.001+08:00

something are no longer the same.. even though it look the same!

i went back to sec school for Career talk and see how we the marketing team try to hard sell SMA... haha actually wasnt me.. but marcus... mrs indra called him a insurance agent... erm nope SMA agent... muhaha.. it was sad to see no SP booth... so we set up one... with 10 brochures and freebie... lol.... so sad!!!

but it was fun...

2008-09-16T00:55:00.003+08:00

i love the time out with sparckie... even tot we went to do shit work... lol...

i love the time to cycle in the rain.. juilian, zk, firman... it was really you all tat give me the courage to move on from eCP to changi villiage and it was you all who gave me the bonus to cycle in the rain back despite knowing today i will get sick... really thanks and appreciate you all..

i once heard tat to be a good leader must not only know how to lead but to know how to guide..

zk, you really show it to us... thanks... you are indeed a great president!!!
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there is a time to have fun
there is a time to sorrow
there is a time to connect
there is a time to delete

2008-09-13T00:23:00.001+08:00

i got a new phone... G900... hopefully it will help me to do the things i want to do... duty tmr... gt to sleep early....

2008-09-12T10:55:00.003+08:00

imprint in me a love tat will nvn fade... tell me where is tat love tat last forever...
for i am longing for one..

my heart no longer hold the important.. the moment things changes, sadly my heart changes as well..

even though tons and tons of time it is all in the mind of reminder.. but how many actually able to fufill it..

it had long lost and no longer it was seen...

2008-09-09T22:23:00.002+08:00

Tuesday Glitter Pictures

tuesday it is all abt soccer... o m Gosh... forget to take photo????

anyway we learn to kick ball for me it is really my first first time....

then change and play game @ SPARCS room

after that we go the Cathay Watch Movie.. Bangkok something... it is nice but some part are gross...

then we chat at burgar king.... hmm the stuff was well spooky.... hmm dun wan to mention too much cause it is past... dun wan to rake it up... but i am feeling alittle... i just realize it is going to be one year for someone else too...

i miss them and cant wait for sat and sun..

I LOVE SPARCS>>> cause they ROXS

2008-09-09T00:22:00.002+08:00

Morning..

i am here blogging..back from PUB meeting...somehow the training from someone seem to work here... i mean like i am bring ideas man... but think i talk too much till other was too quiet... so abit sianz abt tat...

ok got to guard it... should speak less...

oh yes here is the reminder...

mood can swing left and right, but then dun hit on anyone...

tmr soccer... muhahaha SPARCS soccer team...whee

2008-09-08T14:19:00.004+08:00

glitter-graphics.com

found this.. and today is monday... so yap enjoy.. since now free will look for all these things to express... hopefully it is something new to add to my blog... thanks

Hi Hi... i am back from KL... wow it been really a last min decision to just go cause something just happen.. well the trip is both good and bad... but then i still enjoyed...

this is malaysia monorail... haha i had a chance to travel on it... it is quite fast...
this is the ticket needed for monorail.. it is like our MRT card for last time...

KLCC... super cool... but very ex the stuff there.... i went there for A&W and Secret Receipt...
twin tower... i will stand strong and tall like twin tower... muhahah
the entrance of sunway lagoon... how good GOD is... i just mention how i wished i could be there and the next thing i know i am there.... wow it is so cool....

Chinatown... where bargaining start... it is super bad when police come and catch real faked goods....

well the bad come from during the last day i was vomitting badly and i affect the morale of the group... suppose to plan go eat spicy but because of me... they went to eat foodcourt... faint... felt really bad.... i got a fever when i abt to reach singapore faint.... but then i had recovered.. so thanks GOD....

2008-09-05T01:08:00.002+08:00

went out with keith and adelle and eileen for a meet up we went sakae... it was ok... then went to watch Wall E.. it was super nice i really like the way it was put it and the msg of eco friendly...
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i seriously think i lost it alll... i no longer feeel it... i no longer long for it... i had lost it...

maybe i should still thinking abt it and do something about it..

For those going MEL and GYL enjoy...

and have Lots of FUN!!!!

those in singapore have FUN TOOO...

Love ya... i bring camera so hopefully can take lotz pix....

2008-09-04T10:58:00.000+08:00

The trip to Kl is so messy -> i still thinking what to tell my friend....

The MEL camp --> i had given up...

hmm i finally get to enjoy my today by doing nothing... or not going to medical checkup then after tat is something else then got to maybe meet my aunties and uncles.....

i dunno wat is my tmr?

2008-09-04T01:21:00.000+08:00

Fun and lovely... is the day of meeting the piggy family...

we alway had fun... we alway do things together... we alway give gifts to one another...

we alway meet together...

we will alway be together till we are old!

2008-09-03T17:40:00.000+08:00

Chance are given once....

well i am once again given a chance to go for MEL... my mum say you wan you go.. you pay...
grandma it is so messy can dun go... haiz...

i will really like to go of coz but then i will ps my friend for the KL trip and also my appointments for next week will be very chaos.... faints...

i got one night to think... well still thinking...

hmm today meeting Piggy family wor.... happy... so long nvn see each other...
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when you lost something then you willl know what is cherish...
but what if you cherish before even you lost it
wont it be better?
i somehow was thinking at the back of my mind...
DADDY i miss you like MAD... no matter what is the past
how i wish you were here....

ooo ya btw Thanks GOD i got my bursary Award... and thanks to CAPT sahwan and Capt bakitar

2008-09-01T23:21:00.000+08:00

I tot for once i was at the back of YOUR mind but then yet it seem tat YOU nvn once forget abt me.. I went away like a stray.. but then YOU just be still and look at me...
thanks for tat SILENCE... a SilENCE tat i know it is no longer abt OTHERS but YOU alone...
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thanks friends who send me concern abt the lost phone yes it is day 2 and the thief is not caught but then hmm i got a clue of who it is... but then no fool proof evidences so cant do anything.. sob..

hmm i spend time with my friend, my sister, mum, grandma... sometime it is good to just set aside time for them... i love them man!!

2008-08-31T07:45:00.000+08:00

after a super tired day, it mark the day of sleep.. and while you are sleeping.. someone actively stole your HP!!! hmm i got tongue slashing in the morning in regard to that... well i am still superly tired... but then i cant help but to keep thinking abt it... the best part was i am going to lost a whole chunky of contacts that means so much to me and there is no backup like how i lost my lappy at tat time....

so people if you are reading this and trying to contact me, pls kindly leave ur Name at the end of msg and note tat i will try to get phone within this few day.. but the best part of all is tat i got so many things up next... and to be without phone i am so handicapped....

i nvn felt so guilty before except this time cause the phone is my grandma phone... i feel like scolding tat person who stole it but then hmm who gave the chance first.. lesson learned hard....

2008-08-30T09:46:00.000+08:00

Chopping the sea... we are automatic man... Champion... i really think we are a coolz lots man.. i mean like ok i was abit dreaming but then other than that i am ok.. the berthing suck....lol..but i sure learned it well... so it was great...

had a talk with someone till 3am on thursday then friday movie marathon which shock to know it is overnight man... i was like what the... lol... someone commented tat hey you look like you stare at the show i was like ya right.. i was so freaking tired... tat i was sleeping and with short... i was like super cold lar.... in the end someone lent me jacket, blanket.. hey but to stay in T1A(a) it was scary and cool and super freezing cold...

PPCDL lesson had completely over... now is driving lesson... hmm it is just so cool to know tat i got to study for PPCDL.. so study first....

i am freaking tired right now tat i am going to sleep...nites folks...

2008-08-28T23:09:00.000+08:00

i didnt know the ending was this... but then it was really good to know as well...

tonite dinner was good... i enjoy my time with you all

2008-08-28T00:23:00.000+08:00

today is my virgin drive of boat... it was super coolz... to chop the waves and ride on it.. got abit wet but then how fun can it get.... i went full speed wor.. it was all abt confidence..

i seriously thinking of going DNS... it is so coolz to have the freedom of the sea where there are no limit.. the sea is your bed and your ceiling is the sky.... whee..

then went to see for the first time jetty jump.... lol... it was cool... i dunno if i got the courage to do it anot...

btw hmm i got to do it next term to pass wor... lol... i will learn to just jump....

was pondering abt a DNS guy words...

he say his class was the most united cause all guys.. so no click... but then if class got girls then got lotz of clicks... i wondering if it is true???

but then i just know tat sure there are people out there no matter wat you do they just dun like...

but some people just are ok with all....

so champion for all... and cheers for all...

2008-08-27T11:07:00.000+08:00

yesterday went to watch getai with grandma... ho ho at first i tot of go home lar...cause very bored but then later lin ruping came out... i was like hheee i am going to stay wor... i was having tots of how it started from young we had the habit of going to watch such show and then sing along with them... my grandma kind of find it weird tat me will go with her cause there is a bit conflict of interest but then it also had became my habit for the past 10 over years and so happy to stay throughout... hmm i just told her.. kind of like i love those meaningful songs then the lastest song which sung out of frustration and half the time i dunno wat they are singing...hahha the closer i stick with her, i sometime felt tat i got no generation gap with her...

i kept push her to watch 12lotus cause i know no one want to watch with me de but then she dun wan say is a funeral show like tat... but then the money not enough 2 was really good... i love the show and the song...

who dun wish to be the song like 家后.....i really like the song....

2008-08-26T10:50:00.000+08:00

hmm today mark the day when shuyun is going to set for home.... oh man... i am going to miss her..

but yet i know she is going to bring whatever she learn in singapore in to good use... so cheers for her...

able to sit infront of the computer and relax is such a shiok thing...

2008-08-25T22:09:00.000+08:00

today is a busy day man... haha... firstly is late for PPCDL...suppose to meet capt at the ealier time i was like late... ZZzzZ... but the lesson was interesting...

then meeeet JEN at somerset cineleisure... we went shop shop.. wanted to chil but then she look too tired to... so nvn...

the topic of BGR... hmm yes people now totally dun have anyone in mind or heart..... but then guess this is the best time to rebuild and reformat certain things....

as human sure got thinks de but then dun think now is the right time to have any...

2008-08-24T16:27:00.000+08:00

i went to the SOT graduation...

congrats... shuyun for graduating.. it willl soon be u head home... Jia you wor in taiwan... I believe you can impact the youth there and fulfill the dream of the cafe....

i learned from you and the others Taiwanese... i still remember wat zhuyun said when she brought me to the mountain... to see those light beneath the city... those life tat represent different life in it....

2008-08-24T01:35:00.000+08:00

today was a door usher...k i was stoning away... i stone from place to place....

hmm i just dunno wat i was thinking in my mind...

hmm but well it was a great meeting...

even though i didnt attend much...

was playing hide and seek with eileen...

went to changi t3 with eileen and saw Vivian... so we ate together

went home then still blogging..

it was a boring blogging like my sister say..

and i still wonder why i blog...

boring away....

2008-08-23T10:13:00.000+08:00

you can be drinking your sorrow all night.. but the misery come when you know you still had the same problem tomorrow... i was reading my april post when i hit the club... zzz it doesnt seem to be a good experience... cause i saw how people drunk in their problem...

i went drinking with jen they all in mar... well.. i went home and quarrel with mum....

i went drinking on board the ship and i saw someone drank very badly even till the next day....

this time in class chalet... i saw people drinking... i tot of drinking as well but in the end i remember wat i say abt drinking tat i will quit.... so ya... no drinking...

my finger can count how many time i drink.. but yet i realize it is not the physically drink tat make one drunk.... but the amount of problem each face can make you drunk unknowing...

so why the amount of drinking make one drunk... do i choose to stay drunk or do i choose to stay awake....

i guess i choose to be half half... when i choose to be drunk in the problem rather than be awake to it...

i wrote it tons of tons time... when it happen i choose to be drunk to it... how long will this ever recover... will all depend on how long one person choose to drunk.... it is not the others anymore...

2008-08-22T23:33:00.000+08:00

today was the D day... cause who wil wake up at 6am and start travel 1 round from eunos and back to toa payoh...faint.... when the destination was paya lebar.... zzz... and the bus really wrote after paya lebar mrt... i was like zzz.....

then i came home to realize the day of the month is here.... wow.... good lor....

and then to go TTSH to know that ooo your D organ is being press by some other due to gap which can cause it to shift up or down... and i was like.... zZZzzz... so appointment is next year aug 21 2009... how great... and in the mean time to no extensive exercise....

and went to hair salon... the massages was PAIN!!!! cause i got stiff neck and body... then after was sleeping time...and to watch firework @ Marina Bay....

it was super nice....
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Life is like a firework, every beauty is just temporary but then it so beautiful... so treasure...

2008-08-21T23:53:00.000+08:00

today i made a great effort to wake up... i was like o m gosh pls dun be late or cant make it again.. thank GOD my grandpa drive me there... i was sleepy...

then after tat was suppose to meet shuyun but then she got fever... but really thank GOD... we still meet at 3pm to go singapore bontanic garden... and also my 乡下 Toa Payoh... lol... then they are like wor.... haha... i brought them eat pork rib soup and also fried oyster, satay, kwap chep...they say nice wor....

anyway in the morning i did a very stupid thing tat is to travel from boon lay to changi airport then to dover.. and got a fine of 2 dollar for overstaying in the mrt... zzz..

then head to tpy then to bedok then to tampines... then to eunos then to orchard then to napier road then to tpy again... lol

they are just so kind to buy lotz of things then allow me to own a privilliage card...

it was really fun being a tour guide... hmm maybe i should change course ar then go be tour guide.... anyway... it was fun.... love every moment....

we talk abt how we met... basically was yi xing jie just say... shuyun... that is shuyun too... so do talk wor... haha i find her as a quiet and plain girl.. but then as now she had change and even put make up wor... tat is just so much changes...

how things just check without warning without anything... it just changes.... tat how fast things changes...

i went up down many time... tat so coolz.....